I think today is the day, the day I talk to my moms about my birth parents (bp).
Its not that Im not allowed to but I dont want to hurt my moms feelings by doing so.
Maybe they dont think I love them when they ask that. Thats not true I love them and I couldnt imagine life without Sofia and Harumi. They showed me what real pure love is and I just love them which is why I never ask questions about my bp.
Another bump is maybe my moms dont want me finding out too much about her and running away to Hawaii to live with my birth mom and dad. But I would never do that. Ill miss my moms way too much.
I will love to see them one day, but not until Im ready and maybe just maybe Im not....